Sunday, July 24, 2011

Good Morning to All blog question

Is anyone else having issues leaving commnets on blogs??
Last night and today I have tried to leave comments on ya'lls blogs and when I do it tells me to pick a profile so I click on it nad proceed to leave the comment. When I do that it takes me to sign in so I do that. Then it goes and says ANOYEMOUS says::    but still tells me to sign in. I am totally lost here. I do not know what to do.. any ideas?? Or am I the only one :(

Happy Sunday to you all wonderful people!! :)

Day 6

I just completed day 6 of my Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred. :)
I must say this: YES she kicks my but.. yes I do have to use the 5 second breaks a few times.
but I do LOVE it and I feel so much better and healthier.
It doesn't help that I have lost weight. Monday, which was day 1... I was 201.6. My last weigh in yesterday I was 197.4
Negative side I missed to days which totally blew. But it was because I got so busy with my son and husband and all the housework and all I just was not able to. I did burn calories cleaning and stuff so atleast it was not missed bc I just didnt want to do it or I was being lazy.

On another note I cannot believe that my son is about to be 6months. OMG! Where did my time go.. SERIOUSLY!  Which brings me to my next question for ya'll. He has gotten off his schedule due to vacation and being sick. Now bedtime is HORRID! We spend 2-3 hours fighting him to sleep. Help please.. any thoughts and or advice??

<3
LaLa

Monday, July 18, 2011

HAPPY MONDAY TO ALL TODAY IS A BIG DAY!

I hope that all of you awesome readers/bloggers are doing wonderful!!
Today was a big day for me!
As some of you know I have been having a hard time loosing weight since I gave birth 5.5months ago.
I was 240 when I went into labor. I have been stuck at 198-201. :( TOTALLY SUCKS!
So any tips you have would have on exercise or dieting. I HATE dieting. I have a very LARGE sweet tooth.
But anyways on to my BIG day. I started Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred.
Today was Day 1 it was hard and painful and tiring but I did it! I am excited about this and to see results!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

OMG!!

I do not know what has happened but when I just logged on  see that i lost all the blogs that I follow. Are you kidding me! This is crazy! I am so mad! :(

So please comment and leave me your links to your blogs so I can refollow your blogs. Thank you!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Hey Ya'll!



Good Afternoon Everyone!!


First off I really need to say a huge THANK YOU! To everyone who commented on my last post. It truly helped and meant a lot to me. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!! 


I hope everyone had a FABULOUS 4th of July! But most of all a SAFE holiday! :) 
I came home from Florida on the 1st so we could celebrate with Thomas. Xavier LOVED the fireworks. We went over to a friends house and did a cookout and smores. The boys played video games. Lyssa and I played with the baby and hung out. It was a lot of fun and VERY much needed as well.


I cannot get over the fact that my son is 5months old. (5months & 2weeks to be exact) Where did all this time go. I am still trying to loose the baby weight. I gained 4 pounds on vacation. But I lost 5 pounds this week. YAY!! A huge help from: http://www.myfitnesspal.com/
If you are trying to loose weight PLEASE check this out! It is FREE and REALLY does help! 


I will post pictures soon. You won't believe how much Xavier has changed. Also while I was in Florida... I had my hair changed. It is now BLONDE and SUPER SHORT! The shortest I have EVER had it. But it was needed. 


New Me, New Chapter in Live, New Look.. right? l0l. :)


 I also found out I am now a size 14! I was a 16. So YAY! 2 sizes smaller. That is good. And Marilyn Monroe was a size 14.. so I am good with a 14. I love her! :) I am slowly.. VERY SLOWLY.. like turtle slow. Working on my confidence. :) It seems to work most days.


I also am working on making myself happy, as a person. Not just being a wife and mommy. I am looking for a job.. as well as going back to school. I got a appointment at the college here on the 18th to speak to a Councilor. Excited bout that! Hoping I can find a job soon. As well as find someone I trust to watch Xavier. 


Well that is all for now. 


God Bless!!! <3

-LaLa

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

down right now

Well I have been MIA due to I just hate being negative. But I am right now. I do not know what to. I am in Florida visiting family & friends with my son. I can't believe he will be 5 months in a few days. I am very happy to be here. I have missed them a lot. It is wonderful to introduce my son to everyone. However.. yes I miss my husband like crazy. But being married and being a mommy has cause me to loose a lot of my friends. So it is very hard. I also can not see everyone the short time I am here so that causes drama. Some of you know I struggle with depression. I hate having to take pills to be okay or NORMAL. Sometimes they help but sometimes not. Lately I am feeling worthless. I am find myself hating myself & my life. When I try to talk to those close to me.. I do not get the support I want or feel I need. I do not know what to do. I miss blogging. Hopefully getting back to it will help. I have been reading up on all ya'lls blogs. :) Which helps for a bit.
Well God Bless!


Tuesday, May 31, 2011

curious about thoughts on this.

     Happy Tuesday everyone! I hope you all had a fun and SAFE Memorial Weekend! 


     My hubby worked a 24hr shift Friday so Sunday was a easy day for us once he was off work.
Then Sunday we went to a church picnic and it was a lot of Fun! However Monday was my FAVORITE day of the weekend! Family time :) We took our dogs to the park they LOVED it! We even had a picnic in the park area outside the dog park. We walked around the lake.. the area is beautiful! 
After the park we came home and played Frisbee outback. I got some awesome pictures I will post probley tomorrow for wordless Wednesday. 
    I can't believe that my son will be 4 months old tomorrow. A lot of the time I am like I have to be dreaming.. What have I done to be this blessed. I have a wonderful family. Amazing husband and a even more amazing son! I do not know what I have done to deserve this. I swear I am dreaming. I just can't believe it! My husband is so great to me and our son. No he is not perfect nor am I. But he tries. He gets frustrated when Xavier cries bc he can't always tell what he wants. Where as me I can tell what each cry is. A friend of ours made a comment was a concerned with how Thomas is with Xavier b/c of Thomas short temper. But when Thomas gets upset he always tells me and says for me to take him to give him a break. He does not have a lot of experience with babies. In fact he is scared of them. l0l. But he tries and gets better each day. I think he is a amazing dad. He plays with him, changed diapers, helps me with anything I need. He lets me have mommy time. Just when Xavier is in a really upset mood and screams Thomas can't take it. But he knows his limits. Which is good so I do not worry. I know he could never harm a baby. But our friends are concerned. I do not know what to do. They are moving soon and I do not wanna ruin the friendship. They took me aside and talked to me alone. Thomas feels betrayed b/c they did not talk to them. I see and understand both sides. But I am not worried bout our son. Has anyone else had to go through something like this? I have worked with children my entire life. Thomas has not. He has to learn how to be a parent. I have a wonderful motherly instinct and connection and experience so yes I care for Xavier more than anyone. I mean the longest I have ever been away in the 4 months is a hour when I go to the gym. We have only had one time where Thomas called me saying Xavier was screaming and he tried everything a bottle, changing him, playing with him, etc but nothing stopped. He just wanted me as soon as I got home. (the gym is a few min away on post.) he calmed down. That is good. Anyone have thoughts or anything? Am I not being cautious bc my husband has a short fuse? Help please? Everyone else has noted he is great with our son.